Lies, Lies and Santa Claus
December 15, 2010 3 Comments
My 6.5 year old came home from school yesterday and told me that he had something important to tell me. He was very upset, crying and obviously something was worrying him. He told me that he’d been deceitful (his word, not mine!) and needed to tell the truth.
Now, as a mother, at this point a few things were going through my mind. First, I didn’t like seeing him upset and wanted to reassure him that he could talk to me about whatever it was and that we’d sort it out. Second, I was concerned about what it was he’d done that had him so worried. I know, he’s only 6.5yrs old so it couldn’t be anything too bad right? Still, my mind was racing.
After I gave him a cuddle and sat him on my lap, something he won’t do that much longer 😦 he told me what was bothering him.
A Child’s Secret
Back in Term 1, I received a call from the school saying that my little boy was up in the office following a fall. Any of you who are parents will know, that when that call comes from the school, your heart races. They assured me he was fine but upset and had a cut on his chin and wanted me to see it so I could decide whether I wanted him to see a doctor. Apart from a bit of blood, lots of tears and ruined school shirt, he was fine.
At the time of the injury, he told his teacher and us, that he’d tripped and fallen on that spongy covering they often use around play equipment. When he first did it, he didn’t tell the teacher on playground duty nor his own teacher. He went with a friend to the bathrooms and tried to clean it up himself. It was only when he saw all the blood that he freaked out and told the teacher.
So, what’s that got to do with the current upset?
Well, it turns out that he didn’t trip and fall but had injured his chin while messing around on climbing equipment that he wasn’t supposed to be on at the time. No big deal right? Wrong. With Christmas so close and all the talk of Santa’s naughty and nice lists, this small lie has played on his mind. He had carried this lie around for the whole year and was sure that Santa knew it and had put him on the naughty list and he would not be getting any presents. A big motivation for telling the truth it turns out! He decided he needed to tell the truth not only to us but also to his teacher. Bless him.
A Man’s Pretense
In a related tale, which also crossed my path yesterday, another mother had herself just been through a bit of an ordeal. Her husband is a successful Chief Financial Officer (CFO) and had recently been offered a new job which required him and his family to relocate. They had rented out their family home, found a new place to live, enrolled children in the new school for 2011 and were in the final stages of moving; when….her husband told her he hated being a CFO and didn’t want to take the job because he couldn’t face uprooting his wife and children and moving for a job he didn’t really want!
Luckily, they were able to reverse all the plans without too much upset and are now staying put. The husband is at a crossroads and wants to look at his career options so that he can stop the pretense and start living a life he enjoys.
Lessons For Us
My reason for blogging about these stories, is to share the lessons they offer for us.
- Lying Catches Up With You. We all lie. I read a blog post yesterday that proclaimed that “the average person lies three times in a typical ten-minute conversation”. We don’t like to admit it but we do. Some more than others. The point is, lying catches up with us eventually. My mother always used to tell me “you need to have a good memory to be a liar.” She was right.
- Living Under False Pretenses Makes You Miserable. Sure, we can pretend for a long time. We can even pretend to ourselves. But why bother? We are in control of our own destiny so why waste our life pretending we’re enjoying doing something we loathe. Stop the pretense and start living the truth.
- It Takes Courage to Confess. Sometimes we live with a lie or under false pretense for a long time and suffer a lot of inner anguish before finally taking the brave step of telling the truth. It takes a lot of courage to tell the truth, particularly when our lies and pretenses impact others you care about.
- Fessing Up is Rarely as Bad as You Imagine. On the whole, probably because we all lie, we are generally forgiving of others’ lies. How we imagine others will react and the potential consequences for our actions are often a lot worse than the reality. We are often tougher on ourselves than others are on us.
- It Will Be A Weight Off Your Shoulders. Even if those are small 6.5yr old shoulders. Carrying a lie or living under false pretense is a heavy burden to bear. Telling the truth, although difficult will be worth it. You will feel a lot better about yourself.
As the year comes to a close, it’s often a time of reflection. Perhaps this year, you might want to reflect on the lies and pretenses that are bearing down on you. As you read this blog, did you feel uncomfortable? If so, are you ready to face up to it so that you can start 2011 with a clear conscience? If a 6.5yr old can do it, I’m sure you can too 🙂
Wishing you all the gift of inner peace.
As always, I’d love to hear your views, particularly about:
When it is OK to lie? E.g. Lying about Santa!
Under what circumstances it might be better to live with a lie than tell the truth? E.g. Hurting someone else to make yourself feel better?If you’re too busy to comment, please Tweet, Like or Share – thank you 😀